Eternal Sunshine of the Spotful Mind

One day last week, it dawned on me that I'm turning 30 this year and can very likely lose my job next year. (The project I'm working in will expire in 2006). At this point, I have no idea until when my services as a communication officer will be needed by my boss.

At these thoughts, my grey matter couldn't help but hemorrhage a bit. A few hours later grand illusions about my so-called "bright future" (whatever that is) started to occur.

According to my hemorrhaging brain, my bright future will come in three forms: a master's degree in counseling; my own business; and a progressive career as a professional classical guitarist (hee hee)--granting I get to graduate from my guitar lessons with flying colors!

Having my own business will help ensure a steady flow of income, while I let my brain agonize some more within the confines of ATS or ABS where I plan to enroll this second sem--that is, once I finally decide which school it will be. Heaven help me!

The business I intend to start this October sana will require a capital of around PhP100,000--which I now have in my hands, but in my dreams. Hehe...

On hyper-overdrive, words like "borrowing," "loan," and "loan application" have had some serious moments inside my head. And they still do. So forgive me if my blog goes on hibernation mode again. That's how my reality bites.

Thanks for helping me process my thoughts through here. Let's hope my hibernation will not take too long.

Lastly, if you believe in the wonders and powers of prayer, please do pray for me. I'm about to hit another fork in the road, and what a crucial fork it will be. :o)